awesome! i'm dead~

yeah..its awesome how i manage to like how busy was i..
i was busy with a lot of thing especially with my course assessment..
and one day, we even do have a "fake interview"..
the interview was required me to have graduate from any major..but still the same degree...
so i was like...what exactly i want to do? what should i majoring in?
then it goes..just like that..
the week after..i was wondering once again..
and keep thinking..what are my interest? what did i aiming for? concerning jobs..
then something came out of my mind..
so out of blue! i was like..eh..why didn't i try to be a lecturer?
if i so liking statistics..and i like the feel to teach others..
then i made up my mind to at least mastering in statistics and start life as lecturer in the future maybe?
but then i was like whoa! so what the hell with all the tiredness and hardship i've been through before? in studying bach for biz.admin?
now i admitted..i was so in dilemma and don't know which path should i choose?
as a lecturer? or as a bach deg. students who still in dilemma what should i majoring in? account? marketing? finance? or international business?
omg! to whom should i let all this feeling gone?
i need a consultant..but at least i've got 1 n a half year to think on the top of everything!
to make a better choice!!